Okay, first thing's first. This thing I found on 's journal entry.

STEP ONE:
Spell your name with songs. ;A
I would, but try again. My name isn't going on the internet





STEP TWO:
– Name: Not telling
– Birth date: 2/11
– Nickname: Tayuya, by a couple people
– Eye Color: Brown
– Hair Color: Black
– Zodiac Sign: Aquarius

STEP THREE:
–The shoes you wore today: Black shoes
– Your weaknesses: Other than my fears, not being strong enough to cope with my problems on my own for long enough
-Your fear(s): Bugs, fish....not dying and getting old
-Your perfect pizza: Cheese
-Goal you’d like to achieve: Publish the book my sister and I are writing

STEP FOUR:
– Your best physical feature: Ugh, I'm too ugly to have anything good
– Your bedtime: When I feel like it

STEP FIVE:
This Or That…
– Pepsi or Coke? Don't care, they taste the same
– McDonald’s or Burger King: McDonald's, but I'd rather not eat any
– Adidas or Nike: Shoes? Don't care
– Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Hard to choose
– Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
– Cappuccino or coffee: Cappucinno! I get the foofoo drinks, as my mom calls them

STEP SIX:
Do You…
– Smoke: No
– Curse: Not allowed to even think about it
– Sing: No
– Dance: No
– Take a shower everyday: Everyone has to
– Have a crush: I'm giving up on it, or have already
– Want to go to college: I'm trying
– Like(d) high school: I don't hate it right now, I geuss
– Want to get married: Well....sort of...sometimes...but not to a guy
– Get motion sickness: Rarely
– Think you’re a health freak: Half-way
– Get along with your parents: Faking it, honestly

STEP SEVEN:
In the past month…
– Gone to the mall: Yes
– Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No
– Eaten Sushi: Not this month, and I hate fish anyway
--Been on Stage: No
– Gone skating: Not really
– Made homemade cookies: No
– Gone Skinny dipping: No, don't plan on it either
– Stolen anything: Kind of.....

STEP EIGHT:
Ever…
– Played a game that required removal of clothing: No
– If so, was it mixed company: No
- Flashed anyone: Ew, no
– Been beaten up: Kind of
– Shoplifted: .....well......it wasn't an actual store.....

STEP NINE:
– Age you hope to be married: Don't think I'll ever marry
– Numbers of Children: Ugh, I hate kids
– Describe your Dream Wedding: Nothing
– What country would you most like to visit?: Japan

STEP TEN:
In the opposite sex... ((Why just the opposite sex? Why not the same sex?))
– Best eye color?: Doesn't matter, I guess
– Best hair color?: Something highlighted or dyed
– Short hair or long hair?: Long
– Height: Not short, but not too tall

STEP ELEVEN:
– Number of people I could trust with my life: Amber, Jessi, maybe my sister
– Number of CDs that I own: Only one with current music. The rest is Nsync and Backstreet boy's junk
– Number of tattoos: None
– Number of piercings: Used to have pierced ears, but they ripped out

Personal Quiz
Who were you with yesterday? My sister
What woke you up this morning? My mom..... *.* and I hate it
Where are you? Computer room
Is tomorrow going to be a good day? With my luck, far from it
Ever thrown up in public? I bet I have, but I vaguely recall when
Passed out because of alcohol? Never will, I hope
What’s on your mind RIGHT NOW? What's always on my mind....and what I won't say

THE FUTURE
What kind of home would you like? A small one. Just really something comforting
What do you want to be when you grow up? Ahh, probably an author, if I live long enough.... (Don't ask, but it won't be suicide, I swear! I mean that too!)
Where do you see yourself in 5 years? I can't see life in five years. Maybe I'm gone by then....


IN GENERAL
Do you like candy necklaces? No
When was the last time you fell over or ran into something? I can't recall
Do you listen to music every day? Ugh, yes
Do you still go trick or treating? Oh yeah
What was the last thing you ate? ......I can't even remember when I last ate
Are you a fast typer? Yeah, but I mess up a lot when I'm not thinking
Whats your favorite type of soda? Dr. Pepper
Have you ever moved? Twice, maybe
Have you ever won an award? Yep
Are you listening to music right now? Vicinity of Obscenity
How long till your birthday? 3 Months
When were you the saddest in your whole life? Either right now, or when my mom got rid of my dog
What time is it? 10:38 p.m.
Do you use ebay to buy or sell? I don't think I'd even know how to work ebay
Who makes you mad? Fools who can't see how stupid life really is
Have you ever heard a song written about you? No need, I'd do a bad job at it anyway

HONESTY SECTION
2. Honestly, whats on your mind? You don't want to know, really. But what I can say is art, writing, and yaoi
3. Honestly, what are you doing right now? Reading and this
6. Honestly, have you done something bad today? Probably
8. Honestly, <Honestly? Honestly what? Why is this blank?>
9. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? Yes...
10. Honestly, what makes you mad? Happy people who only see life as it is. Those who are unable to see the faults in humans and in life. Idiots, basically.
11. Honestly, do you bite your nails? Not actually biting them, rather holding the tip in my mouth and thinking
12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder? Um, I don't think so...
13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment? Yes, but it wouldn't matter to them
14. Honestly, are you keeping a big secret now? Yeah
15. Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like? Oh yeah I do
17. Honestly, are you in denial? In some cases, maybe
18. Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night and eat? Nope
19. Honestly, do you like anyone? Unfortunately, yes, and I hate myself for it
20. Honestly, does anyone like you? Hah! Yeah, right! People could like me? Give me a break.

ANGER SECTION
1. What do you do when you’re really mad? Lock myself up
2. What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad? Hit the person
3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? Absolutely
4. Do you swear when you’re mad? Not allowed to swear, though it might be nice

CRYING SECTION
1.When was the last time you actually cried? When my mom got rid of my dog a year ago
2. Ever cried yourself to sleep? Probably as a child
3. Do certain songs make you cry? Rarely
4. What usually makes you cry? Though it rarely happens, when I'm depressed over my dog

HAPPY SECTION
1. Are you usually a happy person? No....
2. What makes you the happiest? Writing, drawing, <anything involving yaoi>
4. Do you believe in yourself? Never. I'm a failure.
5. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy? No...I bet they're lying

Well.....I think I sound pretty stupid. Anywaaaay, other than not being the happiest person in the world right now, I'm not bad.....no, never mind. Oh, and about the thing of where you see yourself in five years? See, thing is, I can't see myself living much longer past college age. Not like I intend suicide. I seriously don't. I'm not kidding, I wouldn't even try suicide. If I messed up, it'd be really bad, so why take chances? No, I mean, I can see myself getting into some sort of car crash with the way my mom drives. She's awful at it. You could die from her driving, I'm not joking.